February 2012
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i'm exhausted, but i love my life.
last night was amazing. stories to come when i get home from work.
5am & still awake,
thanks to last night’s all nighter my sleep schedule is absolutely messed.
but the two classes I have thursday BOTH happened to be cancelled howluckyamI!?!?!?! so this will be a good week
friday is the pubcrawl for women’s studies which I helped organize/plan!
I am excited and nervous and feel like I’m not doing enough but but but it should be fun!! emily is coming <3
now the cat is playing with my stomach like it’s a bouncy castle or something. callinmefat?
the kitty is purring and climbing on my face
I don't know when I'll ever be able to be...
just got an email from my mom who is in thailand
she is just the cutest freakin thing. “I was so happy to see that you emailed that I was holding back tears!” the cutest.
I keep noticing more and more every day how much I am like her. I used to get embarrassed, angry even when I saw her traits filtering through my personality. now I couldn’t be more proud, because she is such an utterly amazing woman.
I told her about what I...
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flailing my head around in the library like usual
I honestly do really wonder what people think of me when they see me listening to music. I have this awful combination of lack of self-control and being just below the line of caring what they think of me enough to stop dancing. how can you not dance when you’re brain is dancing and smiling along is not enough?
it’s weird. I thought coming home to vic was gonna make me feel really...
on a different note,
I think I figured something else out about what I should do with my life. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I want to be a life coach of some sort or atleast incorporate lifecoach training into whatever I do. I may doubt myself alot but I do really truly believe in other people. I had said in my mind that I want to be a life cheerleader, but there actually is such a thing. I do want to help people...
340am lying wide awake in bed
I keep doing this. Being wired, wide awake at the thought of all that I have to do when I go back to vic. The few assignments and couple work events should be managable, and for a regular person they would be, but it isnt. I know it will be a huge struggle. I can already feel the stress, as I have many nights here lying awake begging myself to sleep, bargaining with my brain trying to get it to...
Being home (posted from my phone how cool)
Being in my hometown has been great. Rapped for some people, beerpong tournament where I licked ketchup off a dude’s neck and walked around telling everyone my brother is reincarnated jesus, threw a hotdog at someone, watched burlesque strippers downtown, ate my weight in cheaply priced sushi, champagne for no reason, winechampagnebacardi mix, lying in bed with my dog thecutestdogever,...
cool cool cool this is so cool
Hi I am a seven year old
omg tumblr on my phone whaaat
I am visiting my hometown and have barely had internet access. This is so exciting…tumblr on a phone? Isnt technology great? Lifes exciting like that
where do you see yourself in ten years?
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everything is just mad perfect in its own way...
I feel like an actual good person lately, knowing that I am doing the best that I can to make a difference in the lives of others. and I feel like I actually am!!
I’m just so incredibly happy because I know that I’ve found the missing pieces that are going to help me figure out what I actually want to do with my life, and it’s not what I ever would have imagined before.
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can't stop watching this. I think it just changed... →
love isn’t always magic
rebirth #23498732
so a huge misunderstanding just took place in my life. and it’s all better now… different, but better. so, so much better.
me and the boy finally talked about everything. and I mean EVERYTHING. there was sooo much left unsaid. I refused to communicate to the point that he stopped wanting to try. I know that I push people away, but I didn’t realize how badly I was doing it or...
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everything in its right place.
my life is exactly how it’s supposed to be right now.
“I get shy in these lights
I feel your body doing overtime
I get shy in these...”
– Morgan Page feat. Tegan and Sara, Body Work (via johnnyisdead)
I have such an absolutely wonderful brother.
and his girlfriend’s not bad either !
I can’t wait til reading break.
a question, after midnight.
thedustdancestoo:
“how will this end?”
you asked
and i took your hand in mine.
“i don’t know,” was my reply.
“all i have for you
is a beginning.”
January 2012
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hiding from the world
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and oh there's a crack
there (in my heart
the chamber in my chest here)
and I’m so stubborn,
I’m so bitter,
and I never look back
usually for
years)
so I’ll fill it with cement
in my acetaminophen dreams,
wondering, wishing, waiting
for an existence evaporated, steam
I’m irrational, it’s almost laughable,
in my brain I’m like a patient, but I’m
so impatient of...
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So it never was the same She whispers his name “I’ll stay if you want But I could never be Who you imagine me to be I’ll stay, I don’t know what else to do But I can’t change for you I won’t change for you”
well if the stereotype fits.
hurt
time machine, please
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half an hour ago I opened the facebook homepage on...
and saw that a guy that I really care about and respect had a status that negatively portrayed an organization on campus which helps women with their issues and is technically a “radically” feminist centre.
parenthetically, I am not a radical feminist, not that that matters. I am a feminist nonetheless, undoubtedly as to me feminism is about self-love and self-respect. it’s part...
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today is a pretty big day
I have class, then some special visitors, then the Women’s Studies Open House which, as part of my job, I was part of planning. I get to facilitate discussions with high school kids about what WS at Uvic is and canoodle with profs and such. then, I go across to the new building on campus for the UVic Diversity dinner and receive my prize for my short story submission… I’m so...